due to insane fucking stress due to drama that - might i add - never had to happen.
people slandering me behind my back, it's been getting into my head and i've been having multiple breakdowns every day.
doubt me all you want, but i'm tired of feeling this way.
i'm really, really tired of people treating me like garbage even when i WAS mentally ok and trying my very best to not annoy others.
it just feels like nothing's enough for some of you.
i am living my own life, and i can "ditch" whoever i please. you are in no position to continue manipulating me into trusting you, and throwing that trust away the very moment i defy what you want.
right or wrong, i've realized how much i've been mistreated.
in the end, even if i'm annoying, i had asked you to tell me what i was doing wrong, and you never did.
i'm tired.
11 year olds say stupid shit they regret in 4 years, get over it.
i am not cishet, either. pretty sure i can say "faggot".
i've also never, ever used the t word. quit making shit up.
i also never pretended any suicide attempts. my lack of math knowledge does not mean i faked anything.
if i'm so manipulative, dm me directly and tell me what makes you think that, for fucks sake.
i'm tired of sitting here and taking it for an entire month, let alone five years. if i'm just a punching bag to you, i'm done, i'm over it, quit getting into my space until you learn how to treat other humans like humans and not like your little playthings to slander when they're not around in your desperate attempts for attention.